I was holding my mum whilst cuddling and laying down and it felt awkward but healing at the same time, I was hesitant to stroke her hair and at the same time I was wondering why it’s easy for me to stroke my boyfriends hair when I have one but it’s so hard for me to touch my mums hair and stroke her to comfort… Then it moved into the kitchen where I was washing up a pot that I cooked egg in but I had forgotten what I had eaten the egg with and was trying to remember but I couldn’t and I asked Khidhar if he remembered and he said no.. I had a beautiful son, I shared him with Khidhar, his dad, but Khidhar was hesitant to discipline him and when I reminded him that he is his dad he told me yes I know but I’m just trying to give him some chances to see what he will do first before he officially disciplines him I remember feeling proud to share this child with Khidhar He looked like the intelligent boy from a show i watched back in the day called my wife and kids
This dream may reflect some complex emotions and dynamics within your family relationships. The first part of the dream, where you are hesitant to touch your mother's hair but find it easy to do so with your boyfriend, suggests a mixture of conflicting emotions. It may indicate that you have a desire to connect with your mother on a deeper level but also feel some hesitation or discomfort in doing so. This could reflect a need for healing or a longing for a more nurturing and comforting relationship with your mother.
Moving into the kitchen and washing a pot symbolizes the process of cleansing and letting go of past experiences or emotional baggage. The fact that you cannot recall what you ate the egg with implies a sense of forgetfulness or a difficulty in remembering certain aspects of your past. It could suggest that there are unresolved issues or memories that you are trying to recall, but find difficult to access.
The presence of your son and sharing him with Khidhar represents a desire for a cohesive and harmonious family unit. Khidhar's hesitation to discipline your son may reflect a sense of caution or wanting to give him opportunities to learn and grow on his own before implementing strict rules. This could indicate a sense of nurturing and wanting the best for your child.
Overall, this dream seems to highlight a need for emotional connection and healing within your family relationships. It may suggest a desire for deeper connections with your mother and a hope for a loving and supportive family dynamic.